HFCS: effika’s blog

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Things are I suppose OK for now…
Basically, with Ryan it’s up to me to decide what happens– he says he knows how he feels about everything, now I just have to figure it out for myself.
He’s been making more of an effort this last week– asking me how I am, doing things with me, [...]

Today was a good day. Ryan’s feeling a little better so his turbo-immune system probably took care of it when he slept in this morning. The guy’s lucky. He rarely gets sick enough to keep him in bed. Unlike me, I seem to get very sick once every few months. :-( [...]

Short soundbites tonight. Mind not feeling all there.
Today was good, kinda.
Sociology was so long ago I don’t even remember what we did…
Brought up BK to Ryan and Paul’s room for lunch. That was good. I took a nap there before chem recitation.
Apparently some girl left a fetus (from a miscarriage) in a [...]

My throat hurts a bit. I think I got what Ryan had… Paul went home on Friday with a 100 degree fever. Ryan and I had fun that weekend. I think we got closer somehow. He’s a lot more apt to pay attention to me and show me some pda. :-)
Anyway… [...]

Last night I had a very strange dream. I couldn’t get to sleep until well after sunrise, so maybe that’s part of it. Anyway, in the dream my mother is working for some big evil faceless corporation, and “scouted” me for it. A wild techo-thriller kind of romp throughout mid-America to Chicago ensues, [...]

Short one today.
I quit academic team. For the second time in my entire life, I’ve quit something I joined voluntarily that eventually turned unpleasant (happened quickly this time). Not graduated from it (jazz band), the organization didn’t dissolve (art camp/club), nor was I excluded from it (girl scouts. Troupe leader’s daughter decided [...]

Ah, yes. Listening to techno music and playing solitaire. Such a great time…. :/
Ryan’s gone. He left about 6 this afternoon. It’s cold here.
Paul already ate, so I didn’t get to eat dinner with him. I called him a little while ago to see if I could go and read [...]

PAUL IS A BASTARD
The wanker is avoiding me more. Think I’m going home.
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I am home now. I called Ryan to spill to him my troubles. He gave me sympathy. So I went home. He hoped I had more fun here. I am. All is good. I won’t see Ryan until after he gets back at like 11pm Sunday night anyway. [...]

Question to everyone… what color do the visited links appear? On my machine they appear a deep purple, on my family’s machine they appear a yucky green.
Oh, and this isn’t a very happy entry. The last few haven’t really. At least this one isn’t very short.
I want to go to [...]

I know, no posts for a long long time.
VERY busy. Ugh. I hate business like this.
I will try to post some more this weekend and see what I remember about this last segement of time.
One thing: Ryan got bird crap on his hair! He thought a big bug that he saw [...]

Yikes, umm… so I didn’t post this weekend…
Well, here’s a bit of stuff anyway. I’m hoping after this Tuesday I’ll get some more time to write stuff. Just busy with homework and stuff…
Some short bites, anyway:
Paul has stopped wearing pants in the dorm.
I will probably end up owning this really neato [...]

Today…
I got up with my alarm at 9. Then, after discovering it was chilly in the dorm again, I crawled back into bed and promptly fell asleep. The phone rang and woke me in the middle of a dream. It was Ryan, wondering where I was, since it was lunchtime and I wasn’t [...]

Garret’s parents sent me a really really awesome graduation card. It looks hand-made. They wrote me a very nice message and put some pics of me and Garret from when we were band royalty in it. They also included a ten-dollar check! That’s 3 lunches. Somethign I’m going to have [...]

Rest of my day today:
Sleep. Sleep so goooood. Anyway after a bit of napping I wetnt to dinner with Paul and Ryan. They talked about Shadowbane and EQ and even though I’ve plenty experiences with very very similar things in MUDs I’ve learned my opinion isn’t valued about such things. Nevermind [...]

No posts for a while… here’s the reason: I installed SC3K one night when the Internet went out here due to the constant rains. I haven’t even checked my e-mail before tonight. :-)
Some developments and such:
A fair bit of posts back I described this guy who sits in front of me in [...]

The rain is back.
WHY?
Ack. :-P
Tired and have a sociology test tomorrow that I should be studying for but haven’t been for the past hour and a half. I tried to study in Ryan and Paul’s dorm b/c I kept wanting to play Maxis Sim*’s here. There dorm was so warm and my [...]