HFCS: effika’s blog

I think chemistry is breaking my brain.

Now I want to get a degree and run off and be a librarian.

Unfortunately, OU doesn’t offer that kind of degree, so I’d have to go to OSU.

This is bad. My friends are here.

I’d just like to do something I like. Everything I’m interested in has some reason for me not to do it. Meteorology and Astronomy– math and physics. Pharmacy– chemistry.

Maybe I should go into Zoology or Botany. I don’t know.

I’m tired of chemistry here. It’s taught horribly, the people who are supposed to help you don’t know what they’re doing, and the tests don’t cover the material taught. I’m tired of 1 or 2 points making the difference between a C and a B and not knowing where those points are going to come from.

I just want to do something lower-stress for a while. Summer will be nice, but then I’d come back to college for a heavy class load again. I’m tired of getting stressed at everything because I have to get everything done so quickly. Maybe I will take an extra year to get the requirements for the pharm. school in. I don’t know. Trying to time stuff far up in advance is annoying, and I don’t want to do it anymore.