HFCS: effika’s blog

I am not exactly sure what happened, Ryan and I took a walk and talked, and now I feel loads better. I also am tired (truely tired) and I was hungry tonight and I haven’t been eating more than a meal a day since Wednesday. So whatever happened, it was good.

I think it has largely to do with the fact that he finally told me what he was feeling about the relationship and the breakup. I’ve barely been able to get a word out of him until tonight.

Maybe we’ll get back together. There’s hope now– he actually does want a relationship with me, but he wants me to be happy first, and thinks the summer will be a good time to figure that out for myself. There was no hope before.

Bed now. :)