HFCS: effika’s blog

I don’t feel well.
This is probably because I got 3.5 hours of sleep last night.
I took some tylenol, not much else I can do. I have to go to the organic chemistry review… even though it will be so boring…
Maybe I’ll start to feel better when I get out of the house. [...]

EDIT Well that went better than I thought it would. I think. Now if only I could really study for organic. THe book is doing things differently than what we’ve been taught. AND: Never ever ever used mint lip balm when lips are very chapped.
Just see here.
Sometimes I wish things [...]

I had the best time ever at Sean’s tonight.
I learned my lesson, too.
Postive reinforcement=goooooood. heh.

Is a complete and balanced dinner?
Krispy Kreme + rice + A&W Root Beer + multivitamin #2 (the B’s).
I love being young and able to eat this for dinner.

Going to go eat lunch with Ryan shortly. Should be fun. He stayed over last night (I took a shower when I got out found him asleep on my floor) so I’ve seen a lot of him today. He was even nice enough to drive me to class this morning so I [...]

Finally got my flu shot!
Ryan got one too. He hates needles, but since he was already there with me he got one too.
I need to clean, but guess what I’m not going to do for a while?! I’m saving it until I have nothing to do. Which’ll probably be later tonight, heh.
*twiddles [...]

So wow. :-(
I think I’m going to clean up my place a little.
I’m glad I didn’t totally ruin everything with Sean. I think I came really close, though. I don’t know how I’m ever going to get his trust back.
At least now I know where we stand? I don’t [...]

Everything will be ok.
:-)

So my aunts are insane.
I don’t feel much like long posts… after I get some batteries for my digital camera I’ll show you guys what my apt looks like. I had to do some fixing after they decorated. Of course, they were paying so I didn’t really want to say anything while [...]

Ah, blast it.
XP apparently decided that it doesn’t know my camera anymore. And that the drivers I give it aren’t correct. Silly XP.
Pictures will come. At some point. :-)

So what’s happened today?
Microbiology lecture rocked. He showed us pictures of the big genetics lab on campus w/ the 15 supercomputers and a video of the gene chip stamping machine. And we learned about how everything worked and how to sequence unknown dna. The best part of the show, though: a [...]

I’m happy with you.
*bangs head on desk repeated*
guys=teh suck. I should stop believing them so much. Of course I’m being very hypocritical. Wee.
Today hasn’t been good. And I found out that the Black Isle team was fired from Interplay.
Great. No Fallout 3.
Ryan’s supposed to go to lunch with me in [...]

There’s a good chance I might not keep my scholarship after this semester.
/me sighs.
Nothing is working properly right now.

Got the big chunk of finals overwith. Probably won’t be keeping my scholarship, but I’ve kinda stopped caring. I should be out partying or something, heh.
I did kinda do something out of the ordinary. The other night Paul asked me to go see Bad Santa with him, and so we went tonight. [...]

Finals are over:
now the Break will soon begin.
Boredom comes early.

A Haiku to start off the break.

I’m home.
It’s not as bad as Thanksgiving.
At least not yet.
Hopefully I’ll get ahold of people in town, still haven’t been able to find anybody yet.
I like e-mail.
And chocolate pudding.
The two don’t mix so well though. I can’t top my e-mail with pudding or e-mail pudding. Hehe.
Must be the fumes from the [...]

So I’ve been out of socks for about a week now. I’m home, but I’ve yet to do socks with my laundry. I took my socks off tonight, and eeeeeewwww. They have picked up a distinctive foot-smell. Looks like it’s time for a little spa-treatment for the feet so they’ll get [...]

I’ve had this dream at least once before, which I remembered during the dream. Kinda freaky.
Somewhere in the Malaysian desert (which don’t exist. Yet. :-) I am with a group of scientists who are having a convention about space insects. Suddenly, a meteor hits and the world is left burning/bad weather ect. [...]

Posted to the Dreams forum.
Getting kinda lonely today, I’m going to call David in a little bit. *crosses fingers and does the Trombone good-luck ritual* I hope he’s in town and is up to stuff.

EDIT: Somebody remind me to tell how the Xmas tree tried to kill me today. “Oh, no, the tree’s not the kind you’re allergic to…”
David’s going to be in Colorado for New Year’s Eve. He’ll be skiing (well, snowboarding). I envy him.
But now what am I supposed to for New Year’s [...]

I lost 500 dollars this semester.
Damn.
I need a job.
Just kinda ruined my break realizing that.
Ouch.

(11:27:11 PM)
I don’t think I’ve ever gotten this red/amount of blood to face this quickly, ever.
2 seconds; BAMPH burning sensation throughout cheekbones and forehead.
Aie.

I don’t know why I let him get me so angry.
And he’s the one I vent to so I’m kinda out of luck.
I tried calling Ryan to talk about it but of course he didn’t answer.
I need to stop talking to Sean when he’s in a bad mood. He’s just so hate-filled it gets [...]

(A.S.– the break’s not so bad when I’m in a good mood. This Christmas Eve has actually been one of the best I can remember. Thanks for taking the time to converse with me, Sean.)
So my mom lost her underwear during the Christmas Eve service at Church. The entire choir saw and [...]

My friends here suck so terribly much.
AAAAAAAAAaaagh.
Jason finally called me back tonight, and said he’d call me when everyone got together. So of course he doesn’t call… I call him and he tells me they’re at Taco Bell and have been for a long time, and that they’re going over to David’s afterwards. [...]

I have a confession to make: I enjoy Dance Dance Revolution.
I went over to David’s tonight. David, Paul, and Jason loooove DDR, so for Christmas David got DDRMax 2 for the PS2 and an extra dance pad. This 2nd dance pad, by MadCatz, did not hold up to the Konami dance pad. [...]

I have talked for 76hrs and 27m on my Samsung N200. I’ve had for 2 years, almost exactly. It was a Christmas gift, as is this one.
Now I have a Samsung N400! It’s a little clunkier to use– the menus aren’t layed out nearly as well– but it picks up the [...]

Wow I am so socially inept.
Sean’s going to stop answering the phone this week, I know it. Heh.

1st dream
I am back in high school again, and my parents have come with me to look at a new school that I might transfer to. It is deep within hill country. We had to get to it by boat. The boat requires a special engine key that I swipe for use [...]

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