HFCS: effika’s blog

Friday was anticipation. Waiting to go to lunch, waiting for Paul to wake up, waiting for my nailpolish to dry, and a million other things.

Charles, Ryan, and I went to Texadelphia for lunch today. It’s been here for a while but we’ve never bothered to eat there before now. It was… Ok. Not worth 6 dollars. Everything was really greasy. It filled my stomache, so I can’t really complain. But it won’t be first on my list of places to eat.

Kept thinking I was going to hang out with Paul and Charles tonight. I kept procrastinating, and now it’s after ten. If Ryan is going to do anything after work I might hang out with everyone. I just got out of the shower, so I might just stay in. Melissa and Amber and a friend of Amber’s are watching Robin Williams: Live on Broadway. If I get the energy I’ll get dressed and join them. Melissa’s mom gave her the DVD due to Melissa’s cat most likely needing to be put down soon.

It feels so weird to take a shower just for yourself. I’ve been lax with maitenance duties such as keeping my toes and legs decent these past few weeks. Finally made myself get up and do something about it. Now I’m done, and… I feel clean, not really relaxed. I haven’t felt truly relaxed in a while, though. Usually showers just for the heck of it put me in a very tranquil mood, but this one couldn’t touch me tonight.

I feel worked-over and emotionally out of it tonight. I’m sure my reasons aren’t very good. My life is “easy” but it doesn’t feel like that all the time.

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