HFCS: effika’s blog

My friends are being losers right now. One of them especially. It’s hard to make friends in this place anymore; I feel like I’ve already used up my chances. Once I graduate, I think I am going to go far away, preferably to one of the coasts, and try to start a new life there. Maybe I can make some friends that won’t leave me feeling frustrated and used. Grad school will be tough enough, and it’s going to be even tougher not having anybody I know to take with me. I don’t mean very much to anybody I considered a really good friend in high school anymore. I don’t have a best friend that lives close enough to hang out with. I’m tired of it.

Maybe the coats aren’t enough. Maybe I need to leave the country. Not having anybody to share it with will hurt, but maybe I’ll find friends there who are worth it.

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