HFCS: effika’s blog

I have sooooo many fun memories from high school. So many amazing friends, such good times. It’s a shame I can’t ever get in contact with most of them.

I was talking to Paul this afternoon and he mentioned seeing Tony while he was out, somebody I haven’t seen in a while (having not been back home for any length of time since the summer after my freshman year). Paul also linked me pictures of him and my old debate partner having fun at random things they did over the weekend. I miss my old debate partner, too. I miss a ton of people (whom I can never seem to get in contact with) who somehow find ways to hang out with old friends of mine (all of whom but one isn’t talking to me anymore).

I feel left out. :-/

Maybe it’s the caffeine withdrawal talking or the really shitty day I had at work, but meh. I’m supposed to go game soon (or Jay’s going to pick me up when he’s done with the people he’d rather be gaming with) but I feel like crap. I don’t want to be around anybody right now. I want to sit at the computer and browse funny websites and forget there are other people. I just get so tired of it all sometimes.

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